Suicidal at 13? Help, anyone?

Dont do it, i just tried to commit suicide Monday night. I took a whole buch of pills and started to feel really sick and my dad could tell something was wrong and saw the pills so he took me to the ER. I ended up being in the hospital up to yesterday afternoon. You get things put all over your chest and IVs in your arm that hurt like hell and they take away EVERYTHING. Even your clothes, and your not allowed to have calls from anybody and a nurse has to sit in the room with you all 24 hours of the day to make sure you dont do anything then a whole bunch of people have to come talk to you about what you did and its just miserble and emberissing. Im 14 by the way. Trust me its not a good idea.